This is it!

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"you have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the one who'll decide where to go... " -Dr.Seuss

it's new year, and the end of the first month. time gone by so fast. it's like walking on a very fragile surface, there are two options. either you fall or you keep going on. keep going on it's what i'm trying to do right now with my life. national exams, school exams, they are getting closer and without me realizing it, it's going to be in front of my face. being the biggest challenges in this year for me. the truth is, i'm confuse. there are not

a day gone by without me thinking....

what's going to happen.....

i keep thinking about it. about my life. what am i going t

o do with it. i'm a big girl now, i have to choose what's best for me. because i'm the one who's going to live through it, so one wrong move even it's just a small one. it's going to change my path, in this case is my future. the system makes it harder, i want to scream or shout or cry so bad every time it changes. please stop messing with our future, this is not a game. this is our life.

"so i put one foot front of the other, no no nothing's gonna break my stride."

-David Archuleta

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busy night

hey bloggers,

i'm posting while doing my citizenship papers. it's so much and boring, let me tell ya it's really boring. she gave us this task at the same time that she's going to held an exam. what do you think about that?

no moral?

and i have BTA's tryout tomorrow, haven't study and i'm tired, been sleeping late and studying a lot this pas few weeks. and next week i have final semester exam! an you believe it what a productive month or should i say a disaster for my part. need to study a lot more! i know i have to study hard to achiev my goals, which is a lot. but please i need a break, and i want good scores and get accepted in indonesia's best university (Amin Ya Allah).

okay gotta go back to my papers. see ya in my next post :D

The Other Side of Down

It's almost 10 p.m. And I'm sitting on my bed listening to David archuleta newest album "The Other Side of Down" which is the title of this post. The songs from this album fit with what's happening in my life right now
Ups.Downs.Challenges.Love.School.HardWorks. teenage stuffs.
I'm still not sure what universities I want, I mean I have my strong choices but still it's hard for me to choose. Between what I want and what my family wants, it confuse me a lot. It's suppose to be the time when I don't have a lot in my mind and focus to my study but I just can't think straight...

Ya Allah beri saya petunjukmu.....
In the end the things that i have to do is work hards and get excellent score so I don't have to be busy thinking about what confuse me right now. Because it will all be in front of me and I only have to choose because I get accept in all of them (Amin Ya Allah) and hope for the best without burdening my family, just want to make them happy and proud of me.

Tommorrow is midterm test. Wish me luck and I hope I don get remedials in all of the subjects (Amin). So, see ya on my next post.

Sent from my iPod

question?

that question still bother me, 'cause i still don't know the answer. there are a lots of university i want to attend but of course there will be some challenges, obstacles etc. so if anyone ask me that the answer is still changeable....
the problem is less than a year i'll be taking test for the uni but look at me now, i still don't know what i want. i just feel that i haven't found the perfect uni for me, the uni that i'll be comfortable studying there, i even don't know what major will i choose. arrgghhh i'm under a lot of pressures right now and i can't think straight. and the worst part is...i sill haven't find the WILL to study..
yeep. the test is just months away from now, and if i want to choose international uni (outside my country) i HAVE to study really hard and improve my english, i'm so confuse about lots of things right now. i don't know what i should do. maybe i have to put my PC in the storage along with my other gadgets so i can study properly (yeaah that's not going to happen) they're like my best friends and i like them. (gettin a bit crazy)

i want to be accepted in FEUI, FISIPUI, MONASH, UoM, NUS.
i know that aren't an easy things to do but from now on i will work or try or whatever really hard and start taking things seriously so i can have i bright future and i hope i can be who i want to be and be the person that can be useful to other people in a good way (so many and). if you all know who i want to be when i grow up you'll guys probably laugh at me but who care, that's my dream and i'll work hard so it can come true.
i'll fight along side my friend, my fellow SOCIAL 2011. we have been together sincethe 2nd years of high school and 'cause now we're a 3rd grader we're going to fight side by side to prove to the whole world that we're the best, it doesn't matter that we're only one class, but we're one solid class and we're going to graduate together next year and every one of us are accepted to the univ we want. (Amin Ya ALLAH). so wish us luck and see you on my next post :D


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one of my dreams come true

it did??

- yeaaah totally

i think all of you already know right that i'm head over heels in love with David Archie, and he recently published a book called "Chords of Strength" and i really want to bought it very much it felt like i'm just going to buy a ticket and fly through sea and stand in the line waiting for him to sign my book. but sadly it didn't happen, of course. people tweeted

about how they got to met him and got his autograph i really envy them, but then i thought it's alright i'll get the book someday even though i will not get the autog

raph

so when my aunt asked me if i want anything because she's going to move back to jakarta from alaska, the first thing that crossed my mind was Chords of Strength, so i gave her the list. And 2 weeks later i think, i was taking a nap when my cousin baby sitter woke me up and said that my aunt asked me to read my email from her, so i wen to the computer and signed in to yahoo. there's a new mail from my aunt that said special for nanette so immediately i opened it and was surprise, my mouth literally hanging open. it was david archie's photo in one of his book signing. i asked my aunt because she was online that time and she just told me like it's not a big deal, she just said she had a surprise for me and that i should pick her up at the

airport and then she said goodbye and leave me alone wondering what's th

e surprise? is it the book.

i already had lots of scenario that played in my head but i pushed them away and just thought it wouldn't happen in this world. so i just waited patiently for her to arrived and just kept my self busy. and when the time finally came, i went to her hotel and baaaaaaammm. she gave me the Chords of Strength and asked me to open it and there on the 3rd pages i think is david archie's real autograph and i just wanted to scream so bad at that time but i contained my self because there are lots of people and i really didn't want to look silly. i love you aunteyaaaaa. thanks for the surprise, really love them :D

so one of my dream did come true, see you on my next post

*nanettodxt

someday....

i really can't wait, maybe someday i can do travel the world for real and see the beauty of the earth.

i'm reading "1,000 places to go before you die." oh my god, i envy those people who's been there.

someday.....

Heeey.....Hu-Man!!

what's up world??? i've been missing so much..
my life lately was......hectic

yeaah, i've been missing school lately, because of Schoolympic but i was okay with it because it's my school's big event. and i have lots of fun.LOTS. we have our ups and downs, our committee but we passed that phase and make it worked. the event was a SUCCESS. Alhadulillah, eve though there are still things that we have to do because not all of them are done but i believe we'll make it trough, we always did. i want to thank you all of you for trusting me, although i'm not completely happy or satisfied with the worked i did. but hey, it was my first time and people make mistakes so i'm just gonna said i'm sorry if i made you guys un-happy. promise, i already tried my best.
and thanks for our chairman of the event Prima Indra Dwipa, he's a really great leader, responsible, kind, funny. he kept us going forward and he always stayed calmed and kind even though i knew he was depressed. thank's ya Boneeee :D you're a really great leader. and my fellow committee i had lots of fun working with you guys.

But....WE'RE BACK ON SCHOOL DAY!!lots of catching up to do. Bismillah. i'm scared arrrrrrgggghhhh. i only missed school like 4 days but it feel like i've been missing school for a month what the?? the only answer is "that's SMA Negri 8" my lovely school which always give me headache but still love you! And i'm happy to welcome BULAN RAMADHAN. Alhamdulillah. HAPPY FASTING EVERYONE!
i almost forget, i had a heartfelt talk yesterday with siti.well...it was okay, inspire me a little bit to work harder. okay that's all for this post, see you on my next post.




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